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This past week I’ve been busy getting myself on a new career path. Part of my efforts involve emailing everyone to tell them that I’ve left b5media and can be found at my new independent genetics blog – Eye on DNA. Almost every person has asked why I left b5.

The most important reason for moving on is that I wanted to refocus and concentrate solely on genetics and science. But another reason is that I wanted a new challenge. I’d learned enough about social media and professional blogging to be able to strike out on my own (with some much appreciated help from Christina). And although I still subscribe to over 50 blogging-related feeds, it was time to step outside my comfort zone of 18+ months.

After a few recent conversations with knowledgeable people (who shall remain nameless because of NDA’s and such), I feel somewhat confident that I can parlay the reputation I’ve built for myself as an industry expert into biotech consulting. I’m still not sure how it will turn out but there is already one problem I have to overcome.

I must stop using self-defeating language like: “I hope I can move into biotech consulting” or “I wish to return to genetics and biotech.”

John Chow said it best:

You know why a person with a loser’s mentality always use words like someday, I hope or I wish? He does it because it gives him an out and not be accountable to his word. If he was to place a time limit on the goal and doesn’t do it, he fails, and a loser hates failing. Winners have no fear of failing because they know success is made from a string of failures.

I won’t admit to being afraid of failing since I’ve certainly failed before and gotten back up. And it helps that my income is supplementary rather than primary so I don’t have any real pressure NOT to fail. (Thank you, Marv!) It is true, however, that I’m afraid of humiliation and am trying to give myself an out.

I figure if the project proposals I’ve turned in or talks fall through, I can always plug away at Eye on DNA and have plenty of ideas for expanding that would keep me busy for a while. The thing is, I don’t believe expert blogging in this form will last forever. And, I want to be involved in the genome revolution rather than just be a bystander.

So, instead of telling people what I hope or wish to be doing, I’m going out there to do it. No matter how many emails it takes or how many disappointments I have to endure, I will find some way to get involved.

Damn. It’s scary just to say this out loud.

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